Confessions of a south node in scorpio thoughts & 4 planets rx in chart
Ever since I began studying the natal astrology charts even before I started studying. I seem to have an issue with not valuing myself. I seem to look for guidance from men. Not knowing that I really don’t need a man to show me or tell me what it is that I need. Always feeling like I have no control over events. Never being able to think for myself. What does Patti want? What does Patti think? Not what other men think. I’m always merging with other men. As a matter of fact I’ve changed identities and ideologies, so much through other people. Now that I finally stand firm on my beliefs and my own ideologies. This time I refuse to compromise or waiver with anyone. What you see is what you get. And I don’t give a shit. Friends or family. Oh well This is what it is.Take it or leave it.
During this rx I realized that I don’t need a man to make me feel worthy. All I really need is myself and I have to learn how to stand on my own 2 feet. Now Patti knows what she wants. Patti is finally focused on her own shit and her own feelings. My feelings are valid. I don’t need a crew or group of people to tell me or always be around to make me feel secure. I can do it.