Who am I? Part 1

I grew up in a couple of small towns in California. One small town was called Helendale ,CA or some people call it Silver Lakes. This town was like a retirement town. Helendale was outside of Barstow and Victorville off of Route 66. I lived about 2 and half hours from Las Vegas. The other town I grew up in was outside of Palmdale, this town is called Lake Los Angeles until I was in the 2nd or 3rd grade. I grew up isolated. I had very few. Most of my days were spent in the house especially due to the weather. The weather was either too hot or cold. I grew up in nice houses. By the 2nd or 3rd grade I moved to Helendale, CA. I didn’t know anything about nothing. I was so nieve. I went to church on occasions. It wasn’t until I got to high school was when I had an interest in astrology. As I got older I became more interested in astrology(around 2006 to be exact) I remember my aunt gave me about 20 or 30 dollars. No one ever gave me money I caught the bus and went straight to Barnes and Noble, bought my first astrology book Linda Goodman’s Love Signs and a couple of magazines XXL and another magazine with Eminem on the cover. When I read Linda Goodman’s book on cancer. I thought to myself this stuff isn’t true about me. Now at this time I had never been in a relationship(I wasn’t allowed to) As far as the characteristics of Cancer. It wouldn’t be until I get older that I realize I do possess these traits. For about 17 years of my life I knew nothing about life, only things I saw on TV. As I found out later on what being black actually was. I mean I grew up in a town with mostly white people. I had a friend named Adrian who ended up becoming a Goth.I had moved to Hesperia for about 6 months to a year. I finally started hanging around black people and I began listening to the wake up show with DJ Tech and Sway. When I came back to Helendale my friend was a Goth which was a fashion statement around this time (1997-1998) Yes the Goth phase was in my era. I had always been a hip hop fan. All this isolation though gave me nothing but time to think. Nothing but time to daydream. I used to think or believe that aliens took my mother.(probably because of the movie E.T.) This was the beginning of my journey into astrology and other metaphysics. The isolation kept me asking and pondering questions that I never knew I had questions. As I got older and found out about my life path number. I began to see that this was all apart of my journey. The time alone. My life path number is a 7. So my solitude is more important to me than anything.